Wow...kay...so like... last month was really weird

So i may have mentioned a couple of new people in my last entry [and entry somewhere!?]
1-K'nuckles/Nick Russel
2-Braden
3-Brandon

So... facebook? K'nuckles/Nick decided to link me to OMGpop because he was trying to get as many people in..and i had fun, and then i petted him at skool and was like "LUL I PLAYED A GAME WITH YOU LAST NIGHT ;3" and then we became instafriends and Skyped like every night and OMGpop'd every night too
Not long after while on OMGpop K'nuckles says "Hey Braden's on!"
So we go play with him
And our group becomes K'nuckles, Braden, and me... Every night.

Well, Braden is friends with Brandon, and i talked to Brandon like..once at the beginning of the year because it was Amelia, Braden and Brandon...

Braden ends up being on Oxy one day and chilled with me, fortunately. :3 Cause no one was there that day D:

So we've been like bofflofs since

And because i talk to K'nuckles and Braden so much they talk about Brandon [sometimes i bring him up for the lulz]
and i found out Brandon likes to draw {and he's in my art class : o}

So i've been...in and out talking to him... Found out he's a GoreFiend : DDDDD

Also: Braden started cuddling me first XD and now he's my cuddlebuddy because Larkin has a stupidboyfriend who's she's confusing me about and she doesn't want fuckin' cuddles from India D:<

anyway... So literally, within about 2-3 weeks i've gotten new friends.
And they are fulfilling my boredly life.

One i'm working on xD and it's increasingly hard to. But i think Brandon wants to talk to me sometimes too, cause we make tons of eyecontact but never say anything D:

Aside from new friends! LM.C released their new album, me thinks..cause i'm listening to what they have on myspace right now : o

Until...that very second when myspace decided it didn't want me to listen any more -_-

School is more stressing than i want it to be -_-
Like, this fucking magazine project for Darnell
Stressed about it as soon as he said "Group Projeckt" two weeks prior to it's alleged due date

YEAH FUCKTHAT
One group member was hospitalized-but he wasn't the problem. He did everything on time.

Kylee and Steph took forever to send me their shit so i could print it out
and i worked
and then on Saturday i was only able to get the sections i had done-AKA Andrew's and mine...

And today it was due, i had no clue, and didn't even bring it. I almost broke down crying during lunch... It was pretty fucking horrible, tbh.
But Mr. Darnell was nice and said he'd take our info and grade it on that.... Which means we only get like 1/5 the grade AT BEST


So i'm pretty pissed at myself for not doing as much as i could in the three hours-2 hours i spent last night instead talking to Braden
XD but i feel like i can also justly blame Kylee and Steph for sending me it TOO FUCKING LATE

Everyone's getting oollldddd

Uhhh.. i actually had something worth saying..

Well the rest of the schoolness is going alright. So USH, MATH and Mr. Harvey is killing me [WEEjyamaya]
FFFFFFFFF i rage at least once a week in his class

He's really fucking killing me..

I FOUND MY TWILIGHT PRINCESS WII GAME DISK

OHHHgoodness

I'll be playing that again [xD even though i still need to return Bogmonster's Castlevania D:::]

yeah..that's all for this month so far...




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List to do
-Clean my room [more]
-Clean my desk -_-~
-Sweet lola outfits
-be more creative
-finish my anime series{or be where they're updated to} [ie. Gintama,ect]
-get better at school
-Buy christmas presents for my desired friends... :3 i gave up -_-
-start a line of Lolita
-learn Japanese
-meet more Jrock bands...
-get a car/Get my license..
-buy cool anime DVDs [Trigun, among many others..]
-finish up my dress

So ionno

Life is up and down...
I feel like a jerk, well...

I am a jerk, and i know this.
But i at times feel remorse too..
But like Keara finally realized, i try to do it for the better of my friends. When you're hurt, you learn it better, right?

Well, Harvey is driving me nuts. I can't figure out why he is either -_-
Darnell isn't bad at all. He's cool, and nice. Enthusiastic, like my sister said. But when you're being retarded you DO feel bad because he does that kinda "-_-"/"T_T" to you

Today!

Was the last day of Salmon Days [boo]
I went with Kchan, and it was fun.
We ran around, took pics and videos, and talked with bunches of people i wish i could never associate myself with. Even though, at times, they can be worthy of entertainment.
Oh! And we met up with Zack G and his girlfiend. :3
Zack's the same! He's grown, and his voice is deeper x3 but he's still the same Zack, with his jokes, and his speech-ways. His girlfriend is adorable, like a mouse. And she was very shy...


I'm excited to apply for the Spirit Halloween store that just opened up in Issaquah; but i haven't talked it over with Chris...and i'm unsure how to fill out all of the application xD[lulwut a branch of Spencers!?]

So i have to wait tomorrow when my mum comes home to help me out. And then see if my dad is up to driving me to two different places xDD [he'll probably hate it]

I bought this cool drinking...nozel ...thing..which i updated facebook with; and i'm gonna hang it up super cool.

And then i thought of that yaoi-traditional-japanese-artist dude [who's also famous in Lola stuff, apparently?] and was like "HOSHIT I THINK I'M GONNA MAKE A CHANDELIER OUT OF THIS OOOO"

And then at the SpiritHalloween place they have a smokebubble machine [which reminded me of Val ] which i'm SO excited to buy! Hopefully!
They're everlastingly entertaining

School, i hate it. I hate all the people, and i hate everything that concerns humans x3
Especially Larkin's boyfriend.


Anyway; so everyone's talking about "careers" and what they're doing

So now i'm gonna talk about my current projeckts:

After horribly making KelC's dinosaur bodycostume i received the striped fabric for my "blue and gray" dress design.
So far the pleated skirt has been finished. I kinda messed up already :////// so i'm trying my best to stay super focused on this project because it was SO hard to find this material -_- and i barely have enough for it..

So, my next step for the dress will be the full body. And if i have enough for a corset, then i'll do that. After buying the right boning, of course.

Then i'll buy my no-pill bright yellow Pikachu stuff and somehow find some shoes that will go with it, without being expensive @w@

Oh..and i helped Larkin sew up the sleeves/sew on the sleeves of her GloomyBear outfit [which she is right, she looked like a penis xDDD *OBSCENITY CUT!!!*]
But i am still thoroughly sad that they didn't get the tail on u_u seeing Larkin's bootyshaking a cute wittle stub would be adorable beyond comprehension xD

Speaking of adorableness....WHAT IS OLIVIA BEING?

Zombie walk?????
So far my family's still in, Larkin wants to go, i need to check again what Kendra wants to do.

And of course my VALLLELRIRIEIIER is gonna come; cause she's the craaaziziziest!

Unless mum and i somehow go thrift shopping before then [because we couldn't make it this weekend with me working, and Salmon Days :/] i'll still be Peggy; but with some cobwebs and deader makeup.

My mum? Ionno... i think Tara's in California???? I have no idea?

She's fuckin' crazy and needs get a real life xD but whatever! Her life, and she's enjoying herself, APPARENTLY! But i just have this horrible feeling it will bite her back in the ass.

And i know, if she sees me doing better, she'll try to do something to smite me/mooch. And of course i won't; because i has tough lubs :3


IS VALERIE SUPER EXCITED TO LIVE WITH ME?????

poop

that's all i can think of to say..
Materialism grows strong; some future things seem to be looking up.... And i hate Larkin's boyfriend!

And i'm sewing stuff..


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List to do
-Clean my room [more]
-Clean my desk -_-~
-Sweet lola outfits
-be more creative
-finish my anime series{or be where they're updated to} [ie. Gintama,ect]
-get better at school
-Buy christmas presents for my desired friends... :3 i gave up -_-
-start a line of Lolita
-learn Japanese
-meet more Jrock bands...
-get a car/Get my license..
-buy cool anime DVDs [Trigun, among many others..]
-finish up my dress
-Make Pikachu costume

So i just had a thought;

Should i make Axio a Halloween costume for the lulz? If so, what?
I'm also thinking of making him a Bo-peep lola outfit too. Cause i'm kind of obsessed with trying to get my Bo-peep Lola D:<

Also:
For MY Halloween costume; should i go through with being a Bear with Mclane and Olivia [and now newly added Zazu]?
OR
Should i be Pikachu with Val?

they're both superfun sounding
I just don't know what kinda material to do D:


ORRRRRRRRRRR should i continue to raise my money throughout the year until April when i can make my Undertaker cosplay and use it as both Halloween [if i can] and Cosplay?


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FUUUUUUUUUUUU trying to get my Rasputina discography back... a much needed effort to get back my old music ;A;

Especially because Val listening to Kannon whatsherface reminds me SO MUCH of Ali Project; so i'm going to try to get some of my oldies back ;________;

So far on Rasputina:
OMFGGGSALINESALTQUEEN AND OMFGGGGGG SIGN OF THE ZODIAC, KURAMMAAAAAA
Trenchmouth too!

And most of the long-forgotten-and-very-loved songs by Raspu didn't work ><;;

uhh i don't want to Torrent u_u i hate it

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List to do
-Clean my room
-Clean my desk -_-~
- Sweet lola outfits
-be more creative
-finish my anime series{or be where they're updated to} [ie. Gintama,ect]
-get better at school
-Buy christmas presents for my desired friends... :3
-start a line of Lolita
-learn Japanese
-meet more Jrock bands...
-get a car/Get my license..
-buy cool anime DVDs [Trigun, among many others..]

Updating for the hell of it; i wouldn't advise many people to read this to be honest.

So anyway; skool started. Hate all the people; but that's nothing new.
Classes:
Aday:
Ethnic Studies [Imman, Brianna, and TJ are in my class... And Shinya 1 of the 2 Japanese exchange students]

Art 1 [no one i know in that class. Most of them are freshmen who are fuckin' stupid. The kind of close-minded fuckin' retarded kinds of people. I come to the class and they just watch me. And i watch them back and they still fuckin' watch me.... -_=+]

Learn and Earn Imman is ALSO in this class with me! And Alyssa!! Alyssa is so adorable : D Matt Mcbride is also in this class but i'm pissed at him for being a fuckin' idiot, and a bunch of the other retards i've known since elementary but i don't talk to anymore because they decided they're either "too cool for skool" or "too cool to talk to the likes of" me

Oh- and the Brazilian girl is in that class too..

Japanese 2 Mr. Harvey seems interesting, in that "i'm dork-illy funny" kind of way. But obviously an English major, and when he applied at Liberty put up Japanese thinking he could get the job and not do the class. But knowing Liberty were like "OHH YOU TEACH JAPANESE NOW, even though you just got out of college and your major ISN'T Japanese and you just HAPPEN to know it" because that's our cheap skool...
Oh, and Shinya is ALSO in this class. Which i feel humiliated because Mr. Harvey pronounces Japanese horribly xD

Bday:

English With Mr. Harvey also, so see above.

Geometry because i was held back in Alg1 : o anyway, so Kruzich seems nice... But i feel like i'll get tons of hw again that i won't understand. Like always...

US Hist with Darnell who is fuckin' weird. I only really talk to one person, but Ai [the other Japanese exchange student] who i just smile and ATTEMPT to be friendly with, but i never know what to say to her xD And Juan Rodriguez G something with the rollingR is in there too. Who he's the Spanish exchange student. And...KylieJohnson fangirls over his accent which is retarded... But i also don't blame her because he's actually attractive. And i DO want to get to know him, because he seems really cool....But alas, blaming my father for being a dick again and not letting me learn Spanish when i was younger, so i can't speak to Juan and be like "oh! I know Spanish too, i'm actually Latin! We have something in Common to BEGIN to be SOCIAL with you!" but instead it's like... "*smiles at him every now and then*" FUUUUUU everyfuckin'day

TA for Mr. Oswald which is a ColdWar class i'm taking next semester xD Mr. Oswald is really cool and nice; and he enjoys art and doesn't have TONS of stuff to do. So i'll be doing a lot of art projects, doodles, and other hw in his class which is nice. And i'll actually get to hear his "meaningful conversations"
Like on the first day of being a TA we talked about how fuckin' stupid Twilight has made Vampires, and we talked about the history of Dracula, and how he was inspired by Vlad the Impaler and Mad'ame Bachterry *sp* while i looked at the Lolita site Val sent me :3 and then i drew funny things for Mr.Oswald while he talked to a girl about how she has to pretty much take care of herself and her college plan and career plan....
But the girl is also in my LrnandEarn class and she's fuckin' rude. So i'm on the line between hating her, and just respecting her >_<
Ohyeah, and i became a Ta because there was a hole in my schedule and Mr. Oswald while passing was like "OHHEY AREN'T YOU IN MY COLDWAR?" me: no next semester... but i have a hole in my schedule so maybe? Oswald: BE MY TA me: OMFG OKAY

Anyway, other things.
Working
Hanging out with Val
Zazu's birthday is today; but we had her party yesterday. Which Larkin and Kendra made a angry-bloody bear cake! Which was adorable! And delicioussss!
Mclane had to leave early which was stupid D: poor Mclane needs to do LESS things!

Olivia was adorable and made shirts
Rosie was being ...Rosie and crazy xDD
While i attempted to entertain Zazu and make her stay out of the kitchen...

Uhhh before that..let's see....yeah not much.
I've been going through old CDs again; and i decided to listen to my Bright Eyes compilation CD which i have avoided for a LONG time because the majority of it is Xmas song covers... But the NONE xmas song covers are really great and so i'm kind of obsessed with BE again xD and i need to borrow/buy more CDs eventually...
I guess i'm obsessed with them again because they...ONCE AGAIN kind of explain how i feel in a very poetic way..

Such as "I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck" "I want a boy who's to drunk he doesn't talk" most of all these ones: "I want a meaning i can memorize~" "I want a lover i don't have to love"
[self explanatory what song that is xD]
and another song: "And does he sing to you incessantly from the space between your bed and wall?" "Does he lay awake listening to your breath?/Worried you smoke too many cigarettes./Is he coughing now on a bathroom floor?/For every speck of tile there's a thousand more/you won't ever see but most hold inside yourself eternally"

And then i just love these lyrics because they're so visually, poetically pleasing and full of passion: "And I kissed a girl with a broken jaw that her father gave to her./She had eyes bright enough to burn me there./They reminded me of yours./And in a story told she was a little girl in a red-rouge, sun-bruised field/and there were rows of ripe tomatoes where a secret was concealed."
"but I will not weep for those dying days./For all the ones who've left there's a few that stayed./And they found me here and pulled me from the grass where I was laid."

Anyway, enough babbling over inner-thoughts and emotions...

Uhhhhhhhhhh
I'm finally getting enough money for my parents to match for my car. So hopefully soemtime before mid-semester i'll be able to buy a car.... And then take my license test in it... ect.

Kameko and Ryoko are getting so old... But they're still puppies at heart :3 Kameko will still randomly sit on my lap and sometimes go to sleep... Ryoko still loves to be hugged and rolled around, played with, and be just a cute fat walrus :3

I feel...emotional thinking of that... I feel like, within the next upcoming 5 years or so...they will die...and it will be horrific; just like it was when Aiko died..
I don't love any one more than i love my immediate family..
The thought of them dieing is always very scary for some reason...

Laboooooooooooooooor day!
I'm working...
Yeah there's absolutely nothing exciting happening...


->
List to do
-Clean my room
-Clean my desk -_-~
- Sweet lola outfits
-be more creative
-finish my anime series{or be where they're updated to} [ie. Gintama,ect]
-get better at school
-Buy christmas presents for my desired friends... :3
-start a line of Lolita
-learn Japanese
-meet more Jrock bands...
-get a car/Get my license..
-buy cool anime DVDs [Trigun, among many others..]


~cleaned up my "to do" list... Made it a little bit more realistic, and less materialistic..

While reading Kuroshitsugi i thought:

Candy teacups, eat them.....
Howabout a restaurant where you can order tea/drinks of your liking, and you can eat the cups : D?

Now watch some restaurant open in a coupla months/year or so with this idea

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

on a side note: i'm in a very srsbsns mood

I hate everything, everyone, no exceptions
I'm tired of being used again...
I'm tired of getting my hopes up...again...

I've also been scrounging around in old songs/videos/people again... Please allow me to share the un-hyper wealth of oldmusicvideos

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[Gina sent me this one, and to this day i adore her voice at some parts, even if the lyrics are a tad funny :3]

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Because after watching the movie i became obsessed with trying to find the movie/watch it. Finally watched it, it's beautiful; The video is well-made, and the first time watching it, it brought me to tears. Even moreso after watching the actual movie and you know the exact emotions felt throughout the parts. [ Yann]

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Mad'ame had posted this on her journal long ago; fell in love with both the videogame and Gregory and the Hawk...Unfortunately, i can't find the videogame in English to buy D:

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Old is old, very obviously since this was made when BBM was still new [and before i had even seen it]. Colorblind is a beautiful song, hands down.

And some of the other songs have just been musicals and instrumental....

And the of course Keichan got be back into Colorbottle's Aoi Hana, Popi, and i found a funny video[s] which i will randomly need to watch xD

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[link] [Keara sent me this one xDD]
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And then Kendra reminded me of awesome songs from BeetleJuice [sp!? i know it's not spelled like Beatle or Juice xD]
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Ignore the videos, the songs are obviously delicious.


I also met another Cuban family today.
I wish i was born in Cuba..../i wonder how my life would be there...

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So i've already read the updated chapters of Kuroshitsuji, and it was ....decent... I like the idea that the manga is more in-depth. But the fact that fuckin' Sebastian has sex with bitchface STILL PISSES ME OFF [though the time, and other things which i will be mentioning soon has eased the pain]

So i finished the series;
The series PISSED ME OFF in the beginning/midway because it wasn't going by the manga, it was just being annoying, and THEN HE HAS SEX WITH SOME CHICK IN THE FUCKIN' SERIES! Pissing me off!
Then it was like "oh! I'm here, but i'm not!" kind of villaineythingy going on..

But the ending has been well worth it [and Grell/Undertaker loveeex3]
The "NOM" of Sebas at the end was adorableee!
and Ciel being like "just do it" xDDDlovesss
but still hates D:::::

Soionno; i'll follow Kuroshitsuji the manga probably still...out of boredoms' sake... And curiosity of the difference between the manga and the series still..
soyeah..Kuroshitsuji..bleh!
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List to do
-Buy a tablet
-TA skirt..purse..something ;3;
-Clean my room
-Finish up anything i need for my Axio dollfie chalk for makeup, metalic red eyes, body ;3;
-Clean my desk -_-~
- Sweet lola outfits
-be more creative
-finish my anime series{or be where they're updated to} [ie. Gintama, Soul Eater, ect]
-get better at school
-figure out a way to die without the chances of living
-kill some people...
-Falls [Black,neon orange, neon green, neon violet-Tubes in probably Green... More yarn...]
-that fun material at JoAnns i found..... find more..
-Buy christmas presents for my desired friends... :3
-Go to Japan
-Buy a mannequin
-start a line of Lolita
-go to a Fashion skool in Japan
-learn Japanese
-meet more Jrock bands...
-get a car/Get my license..
-buy cool anime DVDs [Trigun, SkyCrawlers, among many others..]
-Sims 3 D: